#FREE

#FREE

WHO IS SLATE???

you know that short skinny girl, that says whatever the heck she wants? she is SLATE! she is #FREE

Concrete Rose

Concrete Rose
I've been through the darkest of the hells....ive been the ugliest duckling...and yet ive grown into a beautiful woman....i am the rose that grew through the concrete

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Me Beautiful?....


SO many people tell me that i am beautiful...but if i don't feel the same way then it doesn't count...right?....What is the true definition of beauty? Society See's beauty from the outside...when i truly believe that beauty eludes from within. So yeah my makeup is nice && maybe my clothes are cute, so that makes me beautiful? People look at me and they see a pretty exterior but what about my heart, what about what goes on within...it hurts me and even brings me to tears just to know that the world that surrounds me is based off of looks...or maybe its me just being insecure...i can't accept the pressure && the constant criticism that it takes to be "beautiful"...my skin is brown, my smile is BIG, && my heart is PURE...that's what the true definition of beauty is to me...to live life unselfishly && to love, live, && laugh with no strings attached,to have a love for people more than they've ever loved themselves...so if being beautiful is defined by genetics && what's inside my makeup bag,then beautiful isn't what i want to be...

Sunday, February 13, 2011

My funny Valentine...

I'm at that place again...once again i find myself tiptoeing into my feelings...maybe? or is it just this song?....Everything that i feel is being stated in this song...my notebook, my diary, my blog, knows everything...am i thinking to deep? or is it because its Valentines day? I'm not really tripping because i don't have a significant other this year...im use to the jewelry && the flowers && the candy...&& this year i am alone...&& the person that i may even have considered can't even look me in the eyes...I'm not sad, maybe lonely. i kind of feel defeated...because i always get what i want...so as i sit here && listen to chrisette blurts out every one of my feelings i get to the point where i question myself...is it my fault that i dont have a valentine because i didn't take a chance...or is it that i don't have a valentine because he isn't ready for me...i know everything works in God's time...but i must admit a valentine would be nice to cuddle with....until "Mr. Unknown" comes around i will continue to write my feelings in my Notebook... :-) x's && o's besides your name....

Saturday, February 12, 2011

STUPID....SPACERS

So i don't know what made me do it but i did...

i let the orthodontist commit the ultimate crime...

i gave him permission to put spacers in between my teeth...

now i know i may sound a tad bit dramatic

truth be told i haven't ate in 4 days 0_o

im so hungry, actually im starving...

i have & rubberbands sqooshed in between 8 of my teeth...

i cant eat...i cant sleep && i have the flu...

this sucks && im sad

<---BTW this isnt my mouth just an image from google...BUT thats 2 spacers)

i have EIGHT!!! i get them removed in 3 DAYs! i cant wait to EAT!!!!